Unconventional experiences = Orgasmic Equilibrium?

It seems that there are a lot of men who want to penetrate women with their penis. I am highly attracted to women and to the feminine world. I have also had opportunities of late to have sex the conventional way with women which I am not interested. (I have been doing this all my adult life). My Kink is to be penetrated by a woman (that I trust) I think this is called pegging (although this sounds vulgar to me) I believe this experience will restore a kind of sex equilibrium in my life. Is there any one else that feels this way. please elaborate or share with me? Thanks for reading #letstalkaboutsex #sexpositive